Hard

It is so hard...
When you cannot ask questions about it anymore

It is so hard...
When things keep you wondering why

It is so hard...
When the flashback became dreams

It is so hard...
When you want hold on something, but it did't work that way anymore

It is so hard...
When automatically recall all the memories itself, all alone

It is so hard...
When you hide your hopes, and cannot tell anyone about it

It is so hard...
When you longer cannot stalk like it used to be

It is so hard...
When you have something interesting/funny/sweet to share, but just let it in your mind

It is so hard...
When things are not as planned

Let it be...
Let it be like this...
I'll try...
To get used to it no matter how...

Because...
Everything takes time..
Somehow, the time is not right at the moment..
Who knows?

Allah knows...
Trust Him mal..
He knows when the right time comes..
Allah knows, every single things

3/8/2015
The night when arsenal beated chelsea on FA Community Shield
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